Tuesday, 18 October 2011
I think God is very fair.
If God gives you something, He will take away others things and vice versa. One person can't have everything they ask for and no one will have a miserable life forever. This is something i have been hearing a lot lately from my older coworkers. Which is pretty true. I didn't have an easy childhood and didn't come from a family of wealth - however i've met a lot of wonderful mentors and people who had helped me. Now, while i can't live with my family, my family is doing very well fiancially emotionally and physically.
So recently I've been promoted to become Director of a prestigious preschool. This is a very big opportutniy for me since i just graduated from college. There are many girls in the school who are much older and have much more experience than i do. It has been a challenge to manage such a team. Although there are many petty issues that comes up everyday dealing with different personalities and plans, i think i've been doing pretty good and floating with different boats.
It is a very stressful job attending to the needs of 200 high maintance parents and students, a boss and staff of 40 when i am only 22 years old. In the pass several months, I've lost a lot of sleep, I'm losing my look and enegry and now the stress has caused a severe hive reaction that is currently freaking me out.
Yet, despite of all this - God's been blessing me with so many supportive and loving friends. Actually, just several. I've gotten many phoe calls from coworkers at work some even brought me food and took me to the doctor and letting me use her insurance card. How much can you ask for in a friend? My boyfriend has been very worried and tried to take care of me. He has been super patient and i really appreciate everything. How do i repay them for being so nice and caring. I'm not use to recieving a lot of help and love from others. I would rather be the one giving, however recently i've been learning to deal and accept because i think that is one of God's way of helping me. I am grateful and prays things will be well.